for e 1st time, i went to see e doc myself..
Alone..
normally was wif ma..
but she's sick..
wad's more...she's juz seen e doc in the morni..
so dun wanna disturb her..
e clinic opened at 7pm and i was early as i went rite after my tep attachment..owing to e fact tat sab had to work..
thus, we left even earlier..ard 550..
nonetheless, she's still late..
amanda offered me a ride home in her dad's car..
thank you, amanda..but i paiseh la..
hee..
waited for quite some time at e clinic...but not for too long..
explained to e doc my sickness.. my left leg muscles ached..
later on, e doc do normal check-up for me..
he exclaimed tat my throat is swollen!! until veri jia lat..
den took my temperature...a bit high fever..
he sae tat my leg muscles nid to have injection!!!
of cos i refused..
i reali cant take e pain...
den he asked whether i preferred pills or syrup for my medicine...
and i chose e latter..
e doc gave me a hard lecture for tat..
a hard one indeed..
and so my ans to him: ok, i'll take pills but i dun wan injection..
well, injection would mean no more vigorous exercises..
as u guys noe rite now i'm trying to lose weight..
so how can i stop my jogging??
e doc gave me 2 days mc..
means i can rest for 2 days..
for two days, i would have to pang sei hwee hua and e rest..
and of cos my teammates who have to present!!
sorry!!
one last ting...my com is finally ok le..
juz tat it's still laggy..
haiz..wen will my uncle bring my new com home??
e medicine is making me drowsy..
my head is so heavy tat its dropping..
time to go take a nap le..
byebye..

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yea...hwee hua is back le...
wish her long life and better health!!!
i wont be so bored anymore..
hahaha..
btw..jiali was asking me to go jogging tmr..
but my left leg muscles tear...
haiz...
and its e truth..
i'm not lying nor am i escaping from anyth..
and e pain is excruciating!
well, while everyone was having monday blues, with me as no exception, i spent it quite worthwhile..putting colors to it!!
went j8 wif coreen, sabboon, melissa and amanda
to tink we could juz let e time run away for 1hr..
we were deciding wad to eat and where to eat sia..
den wen we tot of one, we wasted a lot of time finding e place...
example..we tot of having secret recipe for lunch..
but we were like playing merry-go-round juz to search for tat place...
i'm reali an idiot in directory!
let's juz forget abt getting a car license den..
even if i own a car license and a car, it'll be of no use to me..
cos i wont noe how to go from one place to another..
alrite, i seem to be getting out of topic le...
haha..
lunch was fun anyway..
in e end we had our lunch at cafe cartel..
amanda sae tat i'm like e onli one toking and making noise down dere while e rest is so quiet..
haha..
true, i admit tat too..
cos all those waitresses were looking at me den smiling to demselves..
muz be laughing at me..
lolx..
on e way home in e lift, saw my handsome shy boy's mum..
(shy boy is a nick given by Jie in e past..)
initially, she went off at e wrong level..
lucky she met me..
i reminded her..
tat's how we started to have a mild chat..
she asked abt my mum..den cont tat i've grown up liao..saying how time flies..
joked tat in e past see me so small and cute..
always running about..
now, i'm taller..
she oso sae e same thing abt my bro..
hahahaha..
she looked happy chatting to me..
perhaps she should ask her son to divorce his present wife..
den................i might have a chance!!
oops...wad am i thinking abt??
*slap myself*
i muz be real mad to tink of tis...
however, i tink shy boy deserves a better one!
i'm not saying or boosting tat i'm e better one..
juz tat his wife reali sux! so bitchy oso..
ok ok..stop my dreams! i tink i'm gg to get beaten up and causing ppl to puke if i cont..
rite now, i'm trying to find a shade for my ah gong cos he gg to have an eye operation soon.. in march..
i told my mum i planning to buy a fashionable one for him..
and my mum reprimanded me, saying tat its unnecessary and a waste of money!!
the shade is juz for a temporary period nia..
hahahaha..
i'm reali a spendthrift.
and apparently a wastrel as claimed by faz..
ok la.. i'll try to change tis bad habit of mine..
hahaha..
but let me indulge in spending one last time..
cos i saw tis adidas bag tat i wan it to be mine!!
poing...u should noe..tat adidas bag lor..
lol...
tis mth, dere's lotsa movies for me to catch...
for instance, dreamgirls, mr bean's holidays and the pursuit of happyness..
omg, have to start saving up le!!!

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hahaha..yea..my life simply sux without frenz..
was wondering lotsa things during the weekends..
alrite, shall tok abt wad i did on fri 1st ba..
went to amk hub wif coreen and bought a new pair of Converse shoes..
it's like finally..ever since my dad gave me e money to buy from cny...
den amanda col to sae she was nearby too...
lolx..
anyway, sat went town wif xuejiao and poing to buy zhanglei's bdae pressie..
xuejiao kept asking us as to wad to buy for her..
actually, she should noe more than we do wad..
she was like so close to her..while me and poing are more open..
lolx...
still, we managed to buy her pressie in less than 1hr i tink..
so fast hor..
well, we're efficient de ma..
later on, we went walking ard until i suggested watching epic movie..
i was disappointed wen i watched it..though its funny
i noe lili muz be thinking tat fortunately she din watch it..
i tink e movie is made with low budget..
everyth sux..
storyline ok onli..
e part which impressed me would be e White Bitch having a friendster account..
hahahaha..
cum to tink of it, i'm laughing again..
lolx..
guys, should try whether e White Bitch account still on ma..
hahaha..
after tat, went to taka to look for amanda's bottle which she has been finding..
we found one juz tat we dunno whether she'll like it anot..
hahaha..
sun was supposed to go to Jie hse de..
but too tired...i slept till veri late..
den Pa was sleeping wen i woke up..
so postponed to next week..
den again, next sat gg out wif minghui, hafeezah and e rest!!
wad if i'm tired by den..
oops...
anyway, was thinking a lot these few days...
ma was sick..she sae wadever she ate tasted bland..
den her fingers hurt..arms no strength...
wen i looked at her..
i feel tat she has aged...a lot.. a lot..
suddenly, it dawned upon me tat i've done nth to make her feel consoled..
instead, i was always yelling at her, asking her to do tis do tat like my maid like tat..
i noe its bad..
i tried to change...
but wad i nid moz is TIME...
time to change my lazy behaviour....
time for me to grow up quickly...
time for me to be a filial daughter to her...
yes, i nid TIME!!
for e moment, i nid Time Out chocolate!!
hahaha...

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ytd went to hanting' hse wif poing, amanda, yee fong, lili and faz...
and winnie was so angry wen she heard of it..
she sae i din ask her along too.. den sae ht nv invite her..
hahaha..
ok..back to e topic..
e 6 of us were like creating havoc in ht hse sia..
hahaha..
her hse is reali full of doraemon tingy..
even her cny decor she can oso find one tat is doraemon de..
ahaha..
bcos of tis...we will nv run out of ideas as to wad pressie to buy for her on her bdae..
lolx.
anyway, we were planning to e hawker nearby to have lunch..
but looking at e goodies in her hse, we decided to stay on..
after a while, we went on to search her kitchen all over..
and we found chix abalone instant noodles..
and so yf, ht and i cooked it..
we even added 4 eggs..
damn bu yao lian sia..
treat her hse like our own like tat...
ht...it goes to show tat ur hse is cosy..tat's y..
hahahaha..
of cos yf and i took e biggest servings!!
we even wanted to have haagen dazs ice cream which we found in her fridge..
however, in e end we din...
alamak..
all those fats tat i managed to shed off are back liao..
time for more exercises!!!

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haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...
thanx for ur concerns my dear frenz..
i noe its cos i've always shown a cheerful and optimistic side of me tat moz of u cant accept e fact tat i reali faced a lot of probs..
reali veri tired and esp after cny..
but everyth reali changes and it has changed for e worst!!
i dunno y but it definitely affects me e moz!!
dere are times wen i feel tat i nid to be alone and yet someone is always looking for me juz to scold me???
alamak!!
i seriously feel tat i have done nth wrong de lor..
nowadays..even scare to face tat someone...
wad tat someone asks me to do, i'll do..
cos if i noe tat once i rejected e request and ignored tat someone, dere'll be chaos which i hope it dun ever happen!!
den wen i keep quiet all e time..tat someone will sae i give attitude..
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz..
pls dun ask me who tat someone is..
i noe u all care for me..
but sometimes sth are meant to be kept as secret..
sorry!
i wish to go back to e times where i'm always free from troubles and problems...
if onli i can turn e time back..
haizz...
btw....hope hwee hua can recover quickly.. cos life reali sux without her in bsu..
i meant it..
haha..
hwee hua, i miss u..
faster recover ok...
alrite...later gg to ht's hse for lunch..
wanna enjoy myself to e fullest...
while i can...

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had a long and hearty chat wif ht on v.day cos all were on flexi tat day..
den onli like a few of us left..
so settled down in ibrc telling her abt my problems, my unhappiness and all..
arh.............feel so good and shiok!
lolx..
since i've always shown a cheerful side of me to all my frenz...
so i shall keep it tat way and wont tok abt anyth upset in tis blog..
hahaha..
like i always sae: life is like a straw, it simply sux! dere's always a steep learning curve towards life!
but it seems tat i'm rolling down tis steep curve..where dere's nth for me to hold onto..
at e end of e day...my pants will be torn apart showing ppl my buttocks!!
lolx....joking onli ah...
anyway, went on a shopping spree ytd wif shuna and rabi..
actually i was supposed to go out wif shuna onli..
juz tat rabi wanted to go out b4 her exams stressed her out..
so i asked her along..
luckily sia..later u'll noe y so lucky..if i 4got to mention den juz 4get it..
wahahaha..
headed off to ps for lunch...
initially desired to have executive lunch at swensens..
haiz.......
so went to secret recipe instead..
ordered chicken enchiladas complemented wif chocolate fudge cake and iced lemon tea...
oops.. was to be on a diet de..
lol...
but as usual la..din manage to clean out all e food..onli drank up e drink...
muahahahaha..
shuna sae my jeans seemed to be too tight for me sia..
haiz..
indirectly proving tat i've grown fatter lor...
-.-
after lunch, proceeded to bugis...again
lucky it was not so crowded ytd..
yea..finally got my cny clothes le..
dunno whether tis yr i'll be having steamboat at my uncle's hse ma leh..
long time nv had steamboat le...
hahaha...
i'm actually thinking of wad else to write rite now..
cos i noe if i finished writing i'll have nth to do..
so lame hor..
haha..
ok..todae so suay..wear slippers..
but nv kena caught la..
mr tan and miss tan both on leave..
tis should be a piece of good news for me..
however, tat cindy soh cum disrupt my mood..
fortunately, changed shoes wif jesvin den changed wif poing in case cs instigated a spot check abruptly..
counting down now..
to CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
but b4 tat....i'm looking at e clock, counting down to my outing wif poing and lili!!
wahahaha....

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ibrc again blogging...
cos i have nth to do AGAIN..
actually i should be glad tat i'm slacking..
somehow i feel tat tep is making me to become more and more lazy..
and tep is definitely drawing a big gap between me and my twin!!
haiz..
dun wanna tok abt it here cos tis blog has too much exposure oreadi..
mayb i'll create another url and delete tis..
mayb i'll try to block my password..
mayb i shouldnt be writing here anymore..
mayb mayb mayb mayb mayb......
dunno wad i'm toking rite here..
its all crap..
my mind is in a blank now..
dunno wad to do, wad to sae and wad to write here..
i wanted to sae lotsa things here..
but..........
haiz..........
enuf of it!
btw...i seem to have the yishun face sia..
yu jun was e 1st to have tis assumption tat i live in yishun..
den in bsu..many oso tink tat i live in yishun..
dunno why..
hahaha...
poing suggested tat i should move to yishun...
to fulfil everyone's wish..
lol...
gonna have a chat wif ht later..
haiz..
its all abt my problems..
hopefully i'll feel better after tat..
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...
*YAWNS*

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ytd bugis faced a serious 'calamity'!

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yea....was so glad and delighted tat ht finally forgives me!
wen she tok to me in msn, i was so shocked..
told her tat i'm dreaming or hallucinating..
she sae tat she wont be angry wif me for more than 1 day or even for 1 hr de..
so touched!!
lol..
i noe she loves me e moz!
haha..
ht..i promise tat i wont rake up on e song 'ting bao bao' again.. or even do e dance steps..
and one ting definitely.. i wont be as tactless as winnie!
lolx..
ytd gyming session wif amanda and poing was alrite.. though tiring..
worked out for abt 20 mins or so and i was oreadi panting..
nid more exercises liao..
frankly speaking..i din exercise ever since i left my secondary sch days...
tat time saw ms lee at far east and she sae tat i looked fatter..
e reason she gave was lame!
she sae its due to e fact tat i din go back to find her for netball training!!
haha..
anyway...ytd was my FIRST gyming session..
and everyone was so amazed wen i told dem tis GOOD news..
alex even looked at me from head to toe and blurted out tat he cant imagine me gg gym sia..
winnie is worse off...
she asked me since wen did i start to go gym de..
wen i replied tat ytd was my 1st day..
she cont tat ytd was gg to be my 1st and last time at e gym!!
duh........................
e onli one supportive of me is carol..
yes..she's e best!!
she asked me to jia you and sae tat i'm steady..
lol..
she did ask me to go gym previously..but was lazy..
tis time its diff!!
cos of tis stupid tummy of mine..
hahaha..
worked out till ard 8 plus and we went mac to have our so-called dinner..
had ice lemon tea onli..
den sat down dere chatting till 9pm before gg home..
amanda's dad came to fetch her and i took a lift home wif her..
poor poing...bo bian..have to go back herself...

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absolutely zho bo in bsu!!
tat's wad minghui sae de..
i told her i everyday in sch do nth but watch movies and shows..
she recommended me 'one litres of tears'..
she summarised e show for me..
she rated it veri good, saying tat its touching..
well, i tink mayb i can catch e show later if i finished watching 'corner wif love' ba..
she was amazed tat i din watch my fav SHE show.. 'hana kimi'..
i rebutted tat channel u is showing soon wad..watch others 1st..
for e 1st time..minghui actually admitted tat she's a pig!!
hahahaha..
tat's e joke of e day sia..
normally she would push tis nickname to me de..
perhaps its cos she misses me too much so she gives in to me..
lol..
she adds on tat pig is cute..
indirectly complimenting herself tat she's cute..
i sae i'm cuter..
and she pukes!!
haha..
bsu reali is zho bo..
now i'm even thinking of wad to do next..
and for e remaining weeks left..
moreover, my tummy is getting rounder and rounder and rounder and rounder and rounder and rounder..
i cant tahan!!
i cant imagine letting minghui see my super big tummy..
wen i told her abt tis..
she sae i'm oreadi veri fat wad..
haiz...
time to lose weight!!
i leaked out to minghui tat i'm planning to go gym wif my frenz and she was veri veri veri veri SHOCKED!!
she insisted tat i cant possibly be doing workouts in e gym..
i replied tat i'm hardworking and she sae tat its onli cos i'm scared..
scared of lettin her see my big tummy...
she even laughed at me..
wad's so funny sia..
mayb she has gone mad missing me!!
hahaahhaha...

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mr tan, my supervisor was on mc for two days and todae he was again on mc, dunno for how many days..
he kena infections..
tat day was juz telling hwee hua tat hope he hospitalised and it actually came true!!
curse tis bad mouth of mine..
we have to do e stupid case study liao..
haiz...
overall, i'm actually quite delighted tat he's on mc..
hahaha...
enjoyed bsu for e 1st time ever since 1st week..
however, i tink e pleasure and enjoyment could last onli without his absence..
for e past two days in sch.. time were spent in e library watching movies..
thurs morni watched 'i'm not scared' as recommended by siti..
its an italian show and its nice..
worth watching..
den late noon went library to watch 'children of heaven'..
and friday e whole day i was like having movie marathon...
for e start, it was 'little man'!!
hahahaha...
its reali funny and hilarious..
headed off for lunch after tat.. wif ting bao bao and e rest..
2 other siao ding dongs joined us..
dey are pei lin and wanting whom i tink has reached a higher stage of serious mentality problem than i do..
shall tok abt ting bao bao later..
tat's e climax of my blog todae!!
e marathon cont after my lunch..
watched bunshinsaba..
its a korean horror movie..
perhaps its cos i was too exhausted..
i din reali pay attention to e show..
but i was still shouting and screaming whenever any scary scenes surfaced..
to sum up, i tink e show is nth ba..
juz like ghost tunnel..
its kinda boring even..and confusing..
cant reali understand it..
alright...the long awaited climax has finally reached..
ting bao bao sae she's angry wif me..i tink over petty matters which i tink is nth..
juz bcos i keep shooting my mouth off..and saying e wrong things..always..
whatever lor..she sae it'll take her a long time to forgive me..
anyway i feel tat even wen she forgives me, i'll anger her again..
so, i tink i shall cont wif my nonsense instead of coaxing her..
lol..
but to all, ppl will surely noe tat i'm juz joking..
i noe if she reads my blog, her blood muz be all heated up..
cos her blood is boiling rite now!!
oh pls.. i'm all weak and frail..
god knows wad she might do to me...
and she even tried to make me jealous by thinking of wad food to bring for lili, poing and e rest...and none for me..
ting bao bao...u can bring for all u wan..i'm on diet!!
asha commented tat i looked as if i'm pregnant wif tat BIG tummy of mine..
my twin felt tat i should exercising too..
she cant stand e sight of my big tummy!
i guess i nid to shed off those extra fats of mine ASAP!
so..ting bao bao..u can forget abt making me jealous..
wahahaha..
oh ya...
thanx poing.. for helping me settle my personal selling tingy..
love you...muacks!!
received a col from hafeezah..
was reali surprised..
cos we were like long time nv contact..long time nv go out, watch movie, crack jokes and tok crap..
reali missed those days wen we worked together..
so fun..
gg out wif her on 3rd march..
wif minghui, e lame tall gal, miral and e rest.. and mayb my lao auntie angie.. juz like before..
hahaha..
wonder wad it would be like since super long nv contact le..
and minghui keep saying tat i miss her i miss her..
ask me to remind her abt e outing la.. if i dun remind her i wont get to see her liao..
i tink she's e one missing me..
lol..
ok, i miss everyone..
i miss aunty ai, aunty joanne, ah choo aunty who i col as chooty...and many others..
haha..

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