haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...
thanx for ur concerns my dear frenz..
i noe its cos i've always shown a cheerful and optimistic side of me tat moz of u cant accept e fact tat i reali faced a lot of probs..
reali veri tired and esp after cny..
but everyth reali changes and it has changed for e worst!!
i dunno y but it definitely affects me e moz!!
dere are times wen i feel tat i nid to be alone and yet someone is always looking for me juz to scold me???
alamak!!
i seriously feel tat i have done nth wrong de lor..
nowadays..even scare to face tat someone...
wad tat someone asks me to do, i'll do..
cos if i noe tat once i rejected e request and ignored tat someone, dere'll be chaos which i hope it dun ever happen!!
den wen i keep quiet all e time..tat someone will sae i give attitude..
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz..
pls dun ask me who tat someone is..
i noe u all care for me..
but sometimes sth are meant to be kept as secret..
sorry!
i wish to go back to e times where i'm always free from troubles and problems...
if onli i can turn e time back..
haizz...
btw....hope hwee hua can recover quickly.. cos life reali sux without her in bsu..
i meant it..
haha..
hwee hua, i miss u..
faster recover ok...
alrite...later gg to ht's hse for lunch..
wanna enjoy myself to e fullest...
while i can...

drop dead [♥]