[♥]i'm at a loss as to wad to do!
Monday, March 12, 2007
sat was my
bro's bdae...
i din celebrate for him..
and he seemed to be upset..rotting at home on his
bdae..
imagine u
urself doing tat??
aiyo...
however, later part of e day..his
frenz asked him out..
i
tink should be celebrating his
bdae ba..
wonder wad his
gf did for him...it seems tat
dey have broken up..
well,
tat's my guess..a guess
onli ah..
haha..
sun was supposed to be a usual routine for me..
staying at home, watching
tv etc etc..
pa will be out in e market early in e
morni and returns before 10
wif our breakfast!
all seemed perfectly normal..
i have a doting dad and a caring mum..
i'm so lucky and blessed..
until tat moment..
a harsh moment for me..
ma asked for me to e kitchen wen i was having my breakfast in e living room while watching
tv..
not knowing wad happened..
i actually replied in a
veri unhappy and rude tone..
den ma told me tat she might be suffering from a stroke in her left side..
she's to go to e hospital for a check-up..
i col for an ambulance and pa went
wif her..
immediately, i
msged rabi,
asha,
hanting and
peiyong..
peiyong asked me not to worry too much..
how i wish to..
but i cant help but to worry for ma...
she's always been healthy and i wan her to remain tat way..always healthy and kicking and saying she feels like slapping me
wif tat cute tone..
asha asked me to keep her updated of any further details..
hanting prayed for me..
i'm glad to have such nice
frenz..
rabi, my
bestie, was
gg to
malaysia...yet i dampened her mood by telling her
tis piece of bad news tat is not supposed to concern her in any way..
i'm touched tat she
doesnt mind at all!!
she even gave me her
malaysia fone number to keep her updated...
i cried, worrying for ma and praying tat
everyth turns out fine for her..
i'm reali glad i have true
frenz ard...
those small little actions of
dem makes feel
reali comforted..
but e fear remains in my heart..
is
tis a bad year for me??
moz sae so..
y are all e bad things happening to me nowadays??
haiz..
perhaps
onli god will have an answer for tat..
was supposed to go out
wif minghui and
miral and e rest
de..
but....
haiz...
juz visited ma in hospital..
initial plans to go
malaysia wif shuna was shattered and i sent my apology to her..
to my surprise..
shuna told me her mum was also admitted to hospital due to an accident!!
thus, we postponed our usual meeting to
fri..
by then,
rabi would be back
le..
lucky ma is
alrite wen i saw her..
san gor gor fetched me to sch after visiting ma..
i wanted to tel him
i'm actually on
blk leave..
however, considering e fact tat
i've nth on
todae, i decided to keep mum..
headed off to
grassroot club to have fun...
coreen and
sabrina joined in...
hahaha...
i'm not alone after all..
but iwas worried for both of dem..
cos dey mia bcos of me..
esp coreen...
dunno wad she did tat jennifer tan simply detests her..
haha..
i wan to express my sincere gratitude to
rabi,
hanting,
asha and many many others...
thanx for comforting me..
muacks..
pa wanted to cook, but i dun trust his cooking...
i suggested ordering takeaways instead...
haha..
btw..have to start learning how to wash clothes and all
le..
as for cooking ma...
will
XIAO QIANG be
dere to cook for me?
i'm dreaming..seriously dreaming..
drop dead [♥]