sth bad greeted me in e morni..
i dunno whether its considered bad..juz feel tat everyth is not within my control..
i've been bad-tempered recently..
perhaps its due to e fact tat i miss Ma..
wen she's not ard here in e hse..everyth seems to be so dull and lifeless..
so much so tat i dun even feel like coming back home..
a home tat i used to love it..
a home tat i'm always thinking of wen i'm outside..
whenever Pa toks to me or anyone else toks to me..
i'll feel irritated..
i tink Pa suffers e moz..
he's becum my punching bag..
i noe he cares, he wans to scold me for being rude to him..
but he nv..
instead, he puts up wif my nonsense and rude behaviour..
e more he does tis, e more i feel like crying...
i hope he reali scolds me..
scold me for being a spoilt brat who doesnt even noe how to cook and wash and do simply little hse chores..
i reali wish he scolds me..
i dun wish for him to do things tat will make feel touched..
on e other hand, i feel reali blessed tat i have such understanding dad..
Pa, i'm sorry..
its time to stop my tears..i feel its embarrassing to cry..
wen i saw Ma ytd, i din cry..i stopped myself..
whenever i feel like crying, i will pretend to yawn bcos yawning makes eyes red..den Ma wont suspect anyth..
didi (my elder bro) was dere too..he din greet Pa..
dey are still at loggerheads..
but both of dem share one thing in common - dey care for Ma..

anyway, todae is sharon's bdae!!
sharon!! happy bdae to u, happy bdae to u, happy bdae to u woo..happy bdae to u!!
enjoy..
another thing b4 i end my entry..my hp is sent for repair!! since sat..
i can onli collect on thurs..
life is so cham without hp sia..
aiyo..
to add on to my misery..my com has gone berserk again..
wah lau...at tis pt, i feel reali jia lat sia..
kns..dun force me to sae out crude words..

drop dead [♥]