life as a yr 3 student is reali stressed...
there are lotsa projects that need to be done and the deadline are so short...
24 hrs a day is simply not enough for us..
oreadi i am stressed..
and now...the class groupings problems are piling up on my stress level...
but, dun worry, i'm still the cheerful gal u all noe of...
i wont stop my laughter, neither will i stop my burps, for all these unnecessary and idiotic conflicts...
i juz dun understand y there are people who can be so unreasonable to such an extent..
any human beings with a right mind and the expected common sense will noe that, whatever u do, always consult beforehand..
dun be too overconfident that people will and can accept u...
whoever i'm talking abt, pls do some soul searching..
u noe who u are..its juz the problem of whether u are reading tis particular post of mine!!
reali upset abt these conflicts that are happening to me...
and y involve my group??
causing us to 'abandon' asha to settle alone there...
as if tis is not enuf, we have to 'abandon' asha the second time!!
asha, i reali felt bad abt it...and i noe a kind soul like u who are so rare in tis class, wont mind...
but i mind...
and i mean it..
that nite, when hanting msg-ed me abt the change of project group, i seriously dunno how and wad to reply her...and i chose to ignore it...
hanting, sorry ah...
hanting was a great friend to me...she always helped me in whatever problems i faced...
when i need a diskette for AIS, she formatted hers and gave it to me..
when i went shopping arcade and wan her to buy lotsa junk food, she bought them all for me...
thanx...and i wont leave u in the lurch too...
so, i finally made a choice..
that is to join u in a group...
hahaha
and todae i tot that siti din turn up for the CRM make-up lect...
oh well, i was late again..
and i msg her...
to my surprise, she did attend the lect...
when i told siti, she was so touched..
sometimes, a little actions of us can melt people's heart..
so, pls be contented with what we have..
btw, as said and promised by me in some of the previous posts, i wanted to change for the better...
however, it seems to be hopeless for me...
i'm turning back to my old days - copying or photocopy homework!!
lili, y did u have to remind me of my lazy attitude?? i tink wad u saw was juz for a temporary period...
wahahaha....
i reckon i wont be so hardworking for the time being or for the rest of my life...
well, as the saying goes: a leopard never changes its spot...
i guess tis statement perfectly describes me.
i juz dun have the determination..
or should i say, i do have the determination, its juz the recent spate of problems and conflicts that had hidden and buried my determination into a deep underground that i find it hard to recover it..
haiz...
anyway, i'm slacking at e-plaza with faz, alex, zhang lei, xue jiao, hanting and perhaps lili and winnie who are mugging for their entrepreneurship...
and wad did i do??
er, um, ahem....i copied hanting's PFS tutorial!!
oh ya, i had to present entrepreneurship on tues..
the bad thing is, we have to be formally dressed...
actually i dun mind, since the class onli consisted of half the class and of cos, with those right people..
a pity, some had to join DBI students..
hahaha...
the main reason on why i would gladly present is........its easy...juz present our ideas to the teacher nia...wad else...
wad difficulties are there anyway..
and Ute, a student from Germany was in my group!!
she's funny and cute...and she occasionally taught us a few sentences of German..
and i found out her fav line was: that's cool..
hahaha..
how observant i am..
apparently towards pretty gals and handsome guys...
hee
and one more thing....ytd, i saw one handsome guy in free access!!!
he looked like my shy boy....
i'm drooling....
oops....
faz, stop grumbling beside me...cant u juz wait??!!!
anyway, i'm able to see handsome guys in the lect as well....
the one who has a specs on....wooo...
he's reali too cute and handsome..better than the previous one with stubble...
"that's cool"...? hahahaha

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